Hey bubbletea ><Yeah i know these days all of us are feeling shitty and depressed and upset and whatever luh. And no, i'm not here to ask you not to cry,
not to feel upset,
not to emo,
not to get affected.
Bleah, who cares about that man. If someone is able to do that in face of adversity or problems, tell that person good luck in living his life in a void of feelings.
Please cry, feel upset, emo, get affected. This is they way of life. Too bad or whatever, but we all get upset once in a while (fine, i'm always like that).
The reason why we get so down and everything is not because life wants you to be stuck there forever; but for you to get back right up where you were. Life isn't about going to greater heights but to get thrown off the cliff only to get back up where you were and become stronger. Yeah, i'm not here to scream how i love life, how amazing life is, how life gives me hope and all the bullshit. Life is hard, like it or not.
It is the battle of the strongest. If you are that weak, you die. Too bad.
Too bad for those without squadmates. Because we have squadmates, we have people to pull you through, to lay down their lives for your lives. That is why we don't die. We will never die. If you are feeling depressed and everything, squadmates are there, forever and always. That is the way of life.
So, please do get upset.
I know, it sucks to have people around when u just want to rot and die. But it totally feels awesome that you know there is someone willing to rot and die with you. Yeah, some stuff has to be dealt alone (then say what you are a man -.-). But at least you are safe to know there will be someone who'll stand by you at your hardest and take in all the collateral damage so you won't get crushed further. They slowly let go so you can get back.
Honestly, there isn't any use blaming yourself or others. There isn't any use for thinking how it should have been. Think of how to do better instead. Think of how awesome your squadmates are (yeahluh zi4 kua1 yeah).
Get upset, and get back up.
There are times we just feel like dying but no, that is not the end yet. That is just the beginning of how life sucks. That is why a squad ain't alone. There are others to make up for your lousy attitude.
Get upset, cry, get back into real life. Like it or not, life sucks. And cos life sucks, squadmates are awesome.
(Ok, i should really start considering majoring psychology)
We are all in this together yeah (no sarcasm intended)
Remember to do the sana shit ok.
-(the mighty) Yi Ling-
BUBBLETEA :D
9:21 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010